Poetry

She’s Never Afraid Of Silence Anymore

Once

Upon

A

Time

She was the girl who talks and talks and talks. You heard her talk before she listens and talk after she listen. She loves her own voice, her own ideas, her own noise. She even loved all the murmurs and shouts of the world. She loves the music of the universe. She loves loud. She loves everything that has sounds. She’ll asks people to speak if she’s mad, happy or sad. She’ll asks people to speak because she loves to hear voices of people regardless of raise and color.

Until

One

Day

Every shout become piercing, growl slapping. Everything becomes chaos, everything sounds hate, everything becomes cry of pain, hatred, anxious, agony, ache, torment, misery, trouble. What she heard is total negativity. Everything becomes the reason why everyone is dying.

Until

One

Day

She got tired of listening non-sense, of listening to all the hate people have to say, she got hurt listening to all critiques and harrass words of the universe about certain things. She got pained with all those words people throwing about each other.

Until

One

Day

She chooses to not to speak and nor to listen, to disconnect from all the sounds, and the voice of the universe. She tried not to listen until she met silence. She was so afraid at first, she became strain and nervous. She’s very scared of the calmness, she’s afraid of the solitude, she wanted to scream, she wanted to cry she felt as if she will be insane because of that silence. She can’t moved, she’s paralyzed, she felt everyone turns their back. All she got to do is pour all her tears.

Until

One

Day

She become fine, more that fine. She become naive, she just felt sane with all those silence. The silence that killing her before become her comfort zone, she never felt that kind of feeling before. She was warmth, she was lulubbied. She becomes content. Nothing less, nothing more. She become sane being alone, she accept silence and it was good. It was not scary anymore, in fact it was never scary, it feels so good. Not hearing all those screams, those loud, the noise, the growls of everyone.

Until

One

Day

She became the silence.

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